Getting a call at odd times of the night or morning will get you thinking that something is not right so it's almost a scary thought when you answer the phone. I can't question God you are just not allowed to do so. I am no one to question him but when you don't know why there are so many evil people in the world what I feel is just hate. Feel like I'm ready to give up. Told God today that I'm ready for the world to end. A little background I'm Mexican and yes we are filled with culture but it also has its downs. Feel like the life of a Mexican soap opera without the romantic tale more the bad mafia.
We walk through life not knowing who crosses our path. Do you really know somebody? No.
Today a man came in and told us that he ran through the back of the gas station where he worked last night because someone came into it shooting his co worker. He never thought working overnight would have him so scared to go back to work. He was going to have to look for another job. It seams the least of the worries, but what about the man that lost his life today. The man that worked double for the sake of love. The man that worked to save money to bring his girlfriend from Ethiopia to America. Isn't it ironic how one instant your life can change. Wanting to bring her to a country where you were gunned down by someone so they can rob the place you have worked, for a better future for you and your family. An honest man making an honest living while someone that chooses to do wrong holds your life in their hands.
No one any where is ever safe.
So many innocent people lose there lives to the unholy ones. I needed a sign of reassurance in humanity.
I hate feeling like I have the world weighing me down.
Just when I think this is it I get another man that tells me that he has been helping a veteran for fourteen months. He grocery shops for him, does his laundry, picks his mail from an address to a different city, buys him his necessities........ when I think about this man I think about the fact that he doesn't get anything in return. He provides his time and his own gas. He could have stopped long time ago but he didn't. He tells me he does this three or four times a week. He does it from the kindness of his heart. You tell me who does this without anything in return.
That didn't equal out today. The bad still won. But I didn't ask God for it to be equaled out I asked him to give me something to go with. He did.
I prayed for my uncled today and God listened. I'll pray for the girlfriend that lost her love. I'll pray that the kind man will continue to have his kind heart. I've heard of praying for sinners but the only thing I can say is for them to come forward and pay for their sins.
Love one another today, right now the next second could be your last.
