Wednesday, June 17, 2015

feeling empty

I don't think about it I think because she is always by my side. Everywhere I am , she is. Everywhere I want to be,  she follows. I don't ever think about her not being anywhere but by my side.

I love to explore take those small adventurous new places and things that we do.


A couples of friends have told us to go to Turner Falls that we would love it. It's a small trip and that we would enjoy it. I have seen photos of their adventures to this sunny waters place but have yet to go.

One friend came to me and said I miss my husband. I know she does. I miss how we used to go everywhere together. How he would love to take us to small trips. Like the time he took me to Turner Falls. I miss him so much. I miss him at home. It gets so lonely. I know. I don't know what to do to not miss him. And I know she tries her best to hold those tears back.

What do I tell her? People want to be comforted someway but there really isn't a way to do that. Nothing I can tell her will make it better. She doesn't want to think about replacing that empty hole that she feels. She just wants it to get better. It's been a couple of months that he has been gone and she tries to cope but I know she feels alone.

I don't think about missing her I always want her to be with me. So what exactly do I tell her? What would you like to be told to you, if anything, just let me be.